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Mar. 6th, 2004 01:06 amI'm sitting at home.
Everyone's asleep, I'm still downstairs. I have chocolate pudding and an internet connection and blessed, blessed Sci-Fi channel.
And two entire levels of the house to myself. I feel an odd sense of deja vu... this is a night exactly like hundreds I've spent in the past two years. Weird.
I feel balanced. Maybe because I'm home, though I love it at school. Or maybe because I have less stress now. But then midterms weren't so bad.
I think it might be because I'm alone. Completely. That never happens at school. There are always people everywhere.
The ghosts of an old life clinging to the new. Balance between them.
Meh. Now I'm getting silly. I feel good, I'll just go with that. But I do wish I had photoshop and AIM.
Everyone's asleep, I'm still downstairs. I have chocolate pudding and an internet connection and blessed, blessed Sci-Fi channel.
And two entire levels of the house to myself. I feel an odd sense of deja vu... this is a night exactly like hundreds I've spent in the past two years. Weird.
I feel balanced. Maybe because I'm home, though I love it at school. Or maybe because I have less stress now. But then midterms weren't so bad.
I think it might be because I'm alone. Completely. That never happens at school. There are always people everywhere.
The ghosts of an old life clinging to the new. Balance between them.
Meh. Now I'm getting silly. I feel good, I'll just go with that. But I do wish I had photoshop and AIM.