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Oct. 10th, 2004 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
*flail*
Well, I think I finally fucked it up too badly to be repaired. Shit.
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And now for those who want clarification. I'm changing schools, I think. I've been thinking about it for some time now and I just...
I'm not being challenged enough here. And for some reason that's just beyond me, my best friends have decided that instead of talking about whatever is a problem, we just insinuate and snipe and make snide comments and why won't anyone fight with me, goddammit?
For real. I don't get it. No one here has a good, honest to god argument. I don't understand what's wrong with fighting? I am just dying to argue with someone, to get mad and scream and maybe break some shit. But no, apparently that's not acceptable. Fuckers.
ANYWAY. How's life for everyone else? I see that first line meme is running around. Anyone interested in taking a look at mine? Could be fun.
Well, I think I finally fucked it up too badly to be repaired. Shit.
******
And now for those who want clarification. I'm changing schools, I think. I've been thinking about it for some time now and I just...
I'm not being challenged enough here. And for some reason that's just beyond me, my best friends have decided that instead of talking about whatever is a problem, we just insinuate and snipe and make snide comments and why won't anyone fight with me, goddammit?
For real. I don't get it. No one here has a good, honest to god argument. I don't understand what's wrong with fighting? I am just dying to argue with someone, to get mad and scream and maybe break some shit. But no, apparently that's not acceptable. Fuckers.
ANYWAY. How's life for everyone else? I see that first line meme is running around. Anyone interested in taking a look at mine? Could be fun.
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Date: 2004-10-10 09:34 pm (UTC)life is all right, babe. I miss you. I miss a lot of my friends recently.
come argue with me. I could let loose some aggression that's been mounting. If you come to Fargo, let me know. lylas. call me anytime.
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Date: 2004-10-11 12:13 pm (UTC)*hug*
Thank you, though. I'm just glad that you'll listen if I need you. =D
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Date: 2004-10-10 10:52 pm (UTC)Where I lived, the trains were elevated over the main street. I used to park or pause under the overpass, wait for the train, and scream as loud as I wanted.
The other one is bowling. The worse you are, the better it is. No need to keep score - just pick up a sixteen pound ball, visualize whatever on the pins, and throw it....
my family never fought, either.
Oh, another good one is to buy cheap doll house china, and fling it.
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Date: 2004-10-11 12:22 pm (UTC)I am so glad to know that I'm not the only one who likes to smash things.
And oddly enough, we do have elevated train tracks here. So I'm totally going down there to try that. Such a good idea.
I think it's getting a little better, though. Had 'a talk' with one of my friends, which helped. Wasn't the same as throwing a punch, but it did help.
Thank you, for the suggestions. Sometimes it's nice to know that you aren't the only one in the world who's ever been frustrated.
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Date: 2004-10-11 02:37 pm (UTC)I have a friend who was in the hospital not too long ago, and her husband brought her two packages. In the first was a cutsy expensive porcelain figurine of a type she hates. She looked at him like he had lost his mind until she opened the other package and found a hammer.
She was so looking forward to the experience she ended up being relased early.
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Date: 2004-10-12 04:00 pm (UTC)Come on elly, you know me...if you transfer here, I'll fight with you anytime you want!
~and if I can get you AND Josh to transfer, oh, the possibilities!~
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Date: 2004-10-14 12:01 pm (UTC)