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Sep. 27th, 2007 10:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fantasticmuseThe song that defines my life right now? "I Never" by Rilo Kiley.
I have been struggling to stay on my meds for the past few days. This is bad because my blood sugar is going to be fucked beyond all reason if I don't shape up. Sigh.
Tonight I feel plagued by insecurities, quite a contrast to last night's ambition. I'm fretting about this job business. I think this is caused by 80% insecurity and 20% thinking too damn much. The whatifs as Shel Silverstein would call them.
On the other hand, I'm re-reading "Monstrous Regiment" and that's always a delight.
And my iTunes has been doing its best to console me, playing "Strength, Courage, Wisdom" and "Safe and Sound" one after another without any prompting from me. *pets the iTunes oracle* Sometimes music's all you have, really.
I have been struggling to stay on my meds for the past few days. This is bad because my blood sugar is going to be fucked beyond all reason if I don't shape up. Sigh.
Tonight I feel plagued by insecurities, quite a contrast to last night's ambition. I'm fretting about this job business. I think this is caused by 80% insecurity and 20% thinking too damn much. The whatifs as Shel Silverstein would call them.
On the other hand, I'm re-reading "Monstrous Regiment" and that's always a delight.
And my iTunes has been doing its best to console me, playing "Strength, Courage, Wisdom" and "Safe and Sound" one after another without any prompting from me. *pets the iTunes oracle* Sometimes music's all you have, really.
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Date: 2007-09-29 07:13 am (UTC)Well, I got trained in at Shores today. Green on Monday. Seems like a pleasant job-- all the people were nice.
I -might- be home on Sunday. I'm going back up to JC that weekend, but I have no idea what time I'll be back on Sun/Mon.
*crosses fingers for you*